Yes, there are days when I want to fall out of life.
Just go inward for three days in a row. Minimum movement – to sip some water perhaps.
I just want the inner workings of my mind, body and spirit to overtake the parts of me that are constantly in motion.
Just fall. Into me.
It’s a gray day — that contributes to the note of this hour – listening to Mozart aids the situation – the notes of his sonatas help calm my own drum beats as I float to the sheer force of his musical interpretations.
I know momentary pauses are okay. And soon, I will take a walk to shift my unsettling spirit. For now, I fall into myself.